Issue #76

Sofia Eun-Young Guerra

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Sofia Eun-Young Guerra (she/they) is a writer and incoming undergraduate student at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology from Tacoma, Washington. Their work has previously appeared in JMWW. Outside of writing, she spends her time pursuing other art forms, such as music and origami, and research..

Patricia Rockwood

STATIONS OF FALL

In feverish display the last leaves
linger, thirsty and vivid, trembling
as they approach oblivion. I am
seduced by their bright death.

Soon the first sharp wind of winter
rips them, tumbles them to sacrifice.
They sigh, released at last. They crack
beneath my shoes like bones.

I rake, and pile, and burn. Quick breaths
of fire leap to join the red lips
of leaf and flame, the grey thighs
of smoke and sky. Long ago,

innocent of the fires of love and loss,
I pressed the relics in my books.
Slow death by memorabilia—safe
from passion and from promises.

There's no escaping now. The fire
moans and sighs. The pretty leaves
expire. And all my hopes of spring
rest on this extinguishing.

Patricia Rockwood lives in Sarasota, Florida, where she teaches creative writing and mosaic art at Suncoast Technical College. Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Gyroscope Review, Split Rock Review, Humana Obscura, Plains Poetry Journal (ed. note – January 1988, out of publication), and elsewhere.

Jean Anne Feldeisen

Strange Birds

As kids we spelled it like we thought
a crow's call would be spelled, A-U-K. Auk.
used it to talk, to find each other
in the woods, or a strange place. Auk Auk.

Never mind years later realize
our word named a large arctic bird
long extinct. When I hear the call
I look up, hunt for my siblings.

Meeting my sister for lunch yesterday
I saw her pop her head in the restaurant
door, scan the room. Without thought-
out of my mouth flew a loud Auk, Auk.

The heads of those at the next tables
Turned to stare in unison. I quickly looked
bored. Had someone screamed like a bird?
Giving me away, she homed in neatly on our nest.

Jean Anne Feldeisen lives on a farm in Maine, is a grandmother and psychotherapist. Her poetry has been published in “Thimble,” “The Hopper,” “Spank the Carp“, and “The Ravens Perch.” Her first chapbook, “Not All Are Weeping,” was published by Main Street Rag Publishing Company in the May of 2023.

Edie Meade

The Last Day of Summer

 

Children kicking teal balls and lavender
green     lifting kite rainbows strung out
run, I think of fish in a restaurant tank,
glass illusion of space I hope they believe
zebras glowlight blue and green. Kiting
red-orange-yellow flocks of parrots
festooning the canopy of the zoo aviary

Out in the park the children call
out in the field where the bees are finished
-down field where the flowers are finished
             the hairy tiny yellows
furry wild         straw   berry   buttercups set
in yellowing spurge in toothy leaves in rosettes
to attract the smallest fuzzy yellow bees

bees who are spending more time elsewhere
             I imagine tending to their own babies
in some hole or tree, where branches fold copper
over busy knotholes full of nuts and nests and bees
knot-eyes peeking over fans of drying leaves.
Trees know what kind of winter is coming
but they want us not to

pack away the picnic blankets
sensible stripes and rainbow paisley
             I imagine they want me not to
             pack away my dress arrays,
smoothing florals over hairy knee knobs
float waving at gnats and children.
In spring the bees will be back

bees
a generation of bees meeting a generation
of flowers         meeting me like a tree or rock
makes me new                  they will find me
                          new bees dancing over the skirt
                          I’ve packed and unpacked
                          It will be lovely.

Out in the field of the park
kick through the seeding grasses
seeding the field for next spring’s games
the children will be back bigger in the boot
I’ll be open-toed in the pleasure of dresses
                          remembering gnats
                          me

         the trees and me          year to year
we grow          to know longer elliptical paths
waving each time with fresh leaves at
chasing balls of every color and size
threading oncoming diagonals of children
pulling kites    butterflies dragons ribbons
an air-record of the effort of each pounding foot

lavender and neon green         zigging the beepaths
making their own wind leaping over the games
fish-bird bees flower-seed children
their smallness                  does it feel large
do they feel the change, do they feel
does it feel for them eternal?
of summer, I think, this is an end

 
 
 

children kicking neon
as far as they can
 
back and forth
bruise blue, cheekpink,
 
they seem happy.

the field
the beaten
but for
the very
low
perhaps
 

now
now
 
 
 
and when
 

 
 
 
to keep
on parade
 
but different

 
 
new to them
lovely
 
equinox to equinox
It is lovely now.

children
 
 
 
 
who have never met
 

meeting the new
 
children
up and down
 
spiraling
invisible memory

kicking teal
of summer
do they know

the fleet of life
This is the end
I want not to end.

Edie Meade is a writer, artist, and musician in Petersburg, Virginia. Recent work can be found in Invisible City, New Flash Fiction Review, Atlas & Alice, The Normal School, Pidgeonholes, Litro, Heavy Feather Review and elsewhere. Say hello on Twitter @ediemeade or https://ediemeade.com/“.

Jeanne Rana

TIME OF YELLOW LEAVES

a wind off the bay
the maple is crimson
the line of ginkgoes yellow
             against blue sky
now gray clouds
             darken, threaten
I bring in the big green patio umbrella
take out of the closet
             my little black one

Jeanne Rana has been published in El Portal Literary Journal, Apricity Magazine, Cantos, Clackamas Literary Journal, The Ignatian Literary Magazine, Fresh Rain, Blood Tree Literature, California Writers Club Literary Review, Marin Poetry Center Anthology, Feather River Bulletin, Earth’s Daughters, Edison Literary Review, Flights, Paterson Literary Review, and Perceptions Magazine.

Naima Ramakrishnan

music

who plays that music at night?
scratchy aluminium foil whisper rubbing against damp Mumbai air.

60th floor of a 70-floor building. i can’t see the road anymore. i can’t hear the cars.  if i threw a stone from here i could kill someone, probably dent their bald head maybe pierce their skull, but i wouldn’t see their corpse the ambulance the taxi drivers & shoe-polishers & chaiwalas scratching their heads & staring up at the sky & saying it was an act of God & it would be pointless in the end. on the 60th floor everything is pointless. when i allow myself to become angry i slam doors because that’s what one does, but i’ve never seen the point & i’ve never really been angry enough to warrant a broken door and chipped paint and unfamiliar workmen tracking mud their splayed toes & their ugly sandals. have you ever spent so much time scrolling through pictures of baby rabbits on Instagram that they lose their frivolous marshmallow-esque beguiling innocence & if you were to see one on the street in a pink bikini you would not clap laugh & maybe take a selfie you would run it over & reverse & run over it again?

that’s what i feel about most things these days. i am disillusioned by the current state of the world. i would dye my hair black
if it wasn’t black already. i would stick my hands between the blades of my ceiling fan if i hadn’t switched to central air conditioning last month.

spend too much time in central air conditioning set to 23℃ & you lose your sense of smell.  lose your sense of smell & you lose your sense of taste & now everything tastes like an airplane bread roll as plump and bland as the air hostess’ white cheeks when she smiles tiredly at the lech in row 34A & forgets once again what the road looks like for that is the price of living up in the sky.

the price of absolute silence. no goonda boys shrieking to their friends on the road. no feral rabid dogs barking up at the moon. no drunk men singing love songs to the village girl they left behind when they moved to Mumbai
or Mumbai moved to swallow them.
no sounds at all except for that. fucking. music.

scratchy aluminium foil whisper rubbing against damp Mumbai air. if i found who played it i would squash them with my skinny fists. that music is the only thing keeping me alive &  i would very much prefer to die.

Naima Ramakrishnan lives in Mumbai. She loves trees, alternative rock music, and reading books.

Ray Malone

étude 35

time tinting the leaves, the turning
of hues in the eye, tides in the mind,
line after line after line, folding itself
into the world: a wave away,
from the incoming cold, seeping in
to your feet, from the casting off
of all that’s passed, all the trees
seen, dreamt under, every increment
of green remembered, every spent
word whispered in the shade of:
as it were a mere walk to the shore,
from the eye’s fire to the sea’s
extinguishing, of everything,
from the ear’s engorgement
to the deafening end, of silence:
as it were a matter of self,
sifting the shingle, for the sounds,
for the tone of every stone lifted,
let down again: as it were the faint sound
of a leaf, falling, brown to the ground

Ray Malone is an Irish writer and artist living in Berlin, Germany, working on a series of projects exploring the lyric potential of minimal forms based on various musical and/or literary modes/models. His work has been published in numerous print online journals in the US, UK and Ireland.

David Henson

Stone Legs

I move slowly
as the moon swells,
driftwood crosses a lake,
Minnesota thaws in April.

People hear distant thunder
when I walk,
even in Kansas
imagine pounding waves.

You trace your fingers
down my thighs,
which once wept
from a cavern ceiling.
My knees fit in your palms
as they did a ravine.
A plow turned my calves;
a river washed my ankles.

Now, Love, the time has come.
Don’t be frightened.
Take the sledgehammer.
Free the flesh and blood
within this stone,
and we will dance again.

David Henson and his wife have lived in Brussels and Hong Kong and now reside in Illinois, USA. His work has been nominated for three Pushcart prizes and has appeared in numerous journals. His Twitter handle is @annalou8. His website is http://writings217.wordpress.com